let go. think fast.

February 22, 2007

Just for a fleeting moment, I thought that everything would be fine- that time would just stand still for just one moment… that we’d have that delayed time to stand still, to be still. Forgive me if I’m wrong, but I really thought it had a chance and now I know. It didn’t. It never did. I did. I stood a chance. I was a chance. Now all thats left is an unmotivated, over sensitive little girl. Damn.

Let it go, Faster and faster.

Because I…- we gotta make it.

S.x05

February 21, 2007

I… Want to smile until the sky falls down and the oceans dry up. Then.. I want to fall until the ground breaks down. I want to, I want to so badly.  I want to feel like its not over.  I want to last- just for a bit more.

I just want to dream… just for a bit longer.